Derek Shanahan

Five Years & Three Months Since Blogging

This blog was started on August 15th, 2006.

It’s sort of our five year anniversary around here.

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Before that I was writing an anonymous blog called PsychoticNormalcy. I got that website online in 2002 and I was using Moveable Type (which was a bitch, honestly).

I began writing online because I was reading these bloggers who were telling stories about their lives, and they wrote so beautifully.

This was pretty new at the time, writing about your life online – Blogger & LiveJournal were three years old.

But these people wrote with incredible courage and clarity. There were many, but the ones that seem to pop into my head when I think back to those times include Tony PierceRaymi, Tankboy, Gwen Bell, Chris Messina, Ryan McGee, TinkDarkness, AntiDis and xTx. I’m forgetting many.

They inspired me to write, and to keep writing.

I sucked at first…I wrote like a teenager. I wrote arrogantly as if my perspective mattered and as if my life was legend. I wrote “as if”.

Often, I’d try to figure out what whomever was reading would want me to say, and I’d write that.

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I haven’t written here in three months.

It’s been an interesting experience. I’ll explain why it happened in a different post, but I found myself facing the deletion of all of my websites one day. It was unexpected, and as you can probably imagine it created a bit of a hassle if I was going to fix everything.

After about two weeks, and heavily influenced by Gwen Bell’s Blank Slate and Digital Sabbatical, I decided to sit with the downtime.

To lean into it and to contemplate the clean slate as an opportunity as opposed to a dramatic problem.

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I’ve moved things around on this site as a result of the reflection that the downtime afforded me.

I’ve moved them around in an effort to align this site with what I’m doing, thinking, and experiencing.

If you’re reading this in a feed, you might want to click over here to poke around and get acquainted. There’s even a page to see what I’m seeing each day.

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I’ll explain more later.

For now, it’s nice to be back behind the keyboard writing.

How have you been?

21 comments
brandyharris1016
brandyharris1016

Congrats! Just stumbled upon your blog from 20SB. :) Any suggestions for a creative girl who enjoys working with people in the mental health field as a professional career woman... but who hates working in a corporate environment and wants to spread her wings and branch out with her creativity possibly via her blog, etc. - and leave all that behind for more soul-freedom... ? :) How did you start?

spitonthestreet
spitonthestreet

so I am just curious... why don't you have a 20sb badge on your blog? I guess it's a given. I know, random question... so congrats on your blogiversary (big fan of that word)!!

tankboy
tankboy

Five years?! It seems like only two years ago you were celebrating three years. Man how time flies!

alysonshane
alysonshane

Congrats on the blogiversary! Also, good to see you writing again (though I may not have commented much before, I'll try and make a point to do more of it now that you're back)

ChelsTalksSmack
ChelsTalksSmack

Thanks for the sidebar, yo! Woot! And welcome back :)

JenniferBeese
JenniferBeese

I love the new look! It's very clean and puts the focus on your words. Congrats on 5 years D!

As for me? Well, I'm looking forward to unplugging for 5 straight days at the beginning of September. I've already alerted the jobs and cannot wait to disconnect. I'm pretty sure Dan will be happy about that too :)

Emilyrosa
Emilyrosa

I love reading other people's bogs. it's crazy inspiring

busblog
busblog

Congrats on 5 years!! That's like 198 in blog years :)

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