as to the bankone/chase mystery it appears bankone lives on. one card was still active and i feel less homeless right now as a result.
but more to the point i’m noticing that the latest posts here really don’t capture the ups and downs my life is taking lately. there’s so much about my daily routine and emotional landscape that isn’t flighty, aloof, simple, or even enjoyable.
i don’t think you’d know that i’m really struggling with the direction my life is taking.
i’m not sure you’ll ever know it, assuming you know me through this blog.
(“know me”, hah!)
my life right now has a lot of sadness to swim around in.